Another restless Night

Not pretty sure what's wrong with me. Anxiety? Nervous? Thinking too many things? I am not sure.. One thing I know... I am lacking rest and guess I'm also shrinking in size too... :(

Felt strange... Slept for about an hour or so again... In short, I have only rested about an average of 2hours a day for the past 3 days. Man... This cannot go on... I feel I am getting shorter but I do not feel fatigue at all. In fact, am filled with life! Hmm... This does not tally with God's words. Yes, God did say that we will have zoe life but He also said that He would grant His beloved rest... :( Cannot... What can I do?

Went for an interview with Andrea today. My Gym... Sounds interesting as this is a kind of job which I never imagined myself doing it. What's more... After I saw what it is all about, I found out that the job was rather strenous but does not look like a job. More likely to be like serving in Childrens Church to me... Only thing... Minus off the praise and worship, word of God and large crowds. This is like playing with Kids over there. One thing for sure, to educate the kids on the functions of their body and using different parts of the body. Because they are still very young, its to train them on how to use their five senses, hands and legs too.

Andrea seems very interested in the job. Well, thank God for that interest that she have upon the kids. If not, she would be thinking of earning "easy" money out of MLM. Alright, enough of her.

Haha... This time round, I got to see more of Davin. Davin is another Church friend of mine whom I knew when I was in Bible school, last year. This time round, I got to see how he meddle with kids, which is a rare sight for me. This is because he was in security ministry last year and secondly, he is now studying in Australia but came back to work part time with "My Gym". Glad to have known such a wonderful brother in Christ. Really enjoyed the time spent with him.

After having lunch with Dave, Andrea, Alvin and another gal... Whose name I forgot, I went down to bishan together with Andrea. Gosh, talking about her again... LOL... This will be short... Only to fellowship with her and nothing more. Really, nothing more...

Finally, got to get back home. Got back to bed and had a little rest... Say about 2hours or so before I prepare for cell. Thank God for the little rests... :)

While I was asleeped, JingJie, Rickson, Ron and Sis Gillian tried to contact me but.. I was way "dead" on my bed. As a result, I did not pick up any calls nor replied any SMS. Anyway, after my rest, I manage to meet up with Rickson, JingJie and Ron for cell group.

This time round, I don't know why... Felt that cell was a little strange, kind of like lacking of atmosphere. Thank God that after a couple of minutes of praying at John's place, the entire place was better... :)

Initally, most of them were like doing things for the sake of doing it. Like going through the motions. However, during the praise and worship time, things began to change. I believed that Sis Gillian was crying out her heart, asking God to do something for the cell. I did my part in seeking God in the same thing. GLORY TO GOD. He LISTENS to those who SEEKS and ASKS of Him. Indeed, the effective prayer of a righteous avails much to Him. :) Everyone experienced a powerful presence of God... Really thank God for such anointed meeting.

After cell, while on the way back, managed to get Sherman and talked to him. He look kind of burdened and downcasted. Found out something and well... its not good to write it all down here... :P